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- Blackened

A lot has happened lately but it really does not seem like that much.  Since I last updated, I rebuild my computer, went to california for a week, went to japan, and now I'm back in vegas.  California was fun, I saw most of my friends and did some stuff with them..can't seem to remember what exactly.  Japan was awesome.  On the flight there (10 hours) I had a stomach ache the whole time and ended up watching two or three retarded movies.  After we landed we took a shuttle bus to my aunts house in Nara.  From there on we stayed in Nara for a while before we eventually moved on to Tokyo.  Nara is basically a farming comunity combined with a small city.  I think in Japanese class we learned that Nara is the center of literature in Japan but I'm not 100% sure.  Nara is also home to the daibutsu which is the largest buddha in the world.  Its also in the largest wooden structure in the world.  I have a bunch of pictures but my mom has my camera.  In addition to all that, Nara is also famous for its deer.  We saw most of my family in Nara, including my two second cousins, one of my uncles, and my cousins kinds.  After Nara we took the bullet train to Tokyo and stayed there for four days I think.  We stayed in Ikebukero which is on the outskirts of a business area.  We ventured all over Tokyo via our JR(Japan railways) passes.  The best places were Ginza and Harajuku.  Ginza is the place that you see in pictures of Tokyo, a bunch of neon lights and giant crosswalks.  Harajuku is like the fashion center of Japan, there are a lot of weird styles going on there.  Tokyo was pretty interesting but we did a lot of walking and I got bored of being a tourist after a while(I didn't like it to begin with).  After staying in Tokyo we headed back to Nara for a while.  We also took a sidetrip to Yokohama to see Yokosuka naval base and where my mom grew up.  The train system in Japan is pretty awesome.  Public transportation there really caters to the citizen.  I wish I could live in Japan, too bad citizenship is probably near impossible to get.  We flew back from Japan a couple days after coming back to Nara..I still didn't sleep and ended up being jet lagged for a few days.  After about a week I flew home to vegas, havent done much since then..went to the lake and saw a movie with my friends.

Oh, I almost forgot.  I graduated high school.  Somehow in the last quarter/last two weeks of school I pulled my grades up to at least passing and passed all my classes.  Graduation was fun and I sat next to people that I either new or were friends with.  Some funny stuff happened but thats another post in itself.

Life is strange right now, I hate phases.

Its also strange that having no plan in life feels good.

Well I havent updated in a long time mainly because I've been lazy as hell and stuff like that.  Too much shit going on with people lately, I mean why don't people care about eachother..its really sad and getting on my nerves.  Haha, not to boast or anything but I got anonymously voted most likely to be a gentleman by my government class which made me lmfao(not saying that I'm not, but I don't really talk that much so people must have noticed outside of class).  Hum, world of warcraft is still dominating most of my life..going to sleep at 4am on school nights is fun :D.  Right now I'm just trying to keep a sinking ship afloat so I can graduate.  Life is moving too quickly and I can't help but notice that I'm never going to see a lot of people again after I graduate and leave Nevada.  Its so horrible to become attatched to people.  I mean, its not just friends but also people I just know sometimes..its sad to think they will be gone forever.  But then again I have a lifetime to connect with other people in the world which makes me happy. 

Its starting to heat up here in vegas, good thing I have air conditioning :D.  This is a new paragraph so you'd think I'd talk about something else, but my mind is full of shit about people not even caring for their own friends.  I mean what the fuck, stick around for the good times and then leave your friends hanging? Even as a 3rd grader I didn't do that shit.  People are so caught up in themselves that they cant even show sympathy for someone else.  Even worse is the people that show sympathy to heighten their social status.  Highschool is a load of crap and I can guess that most of the world is also.  It's most likely because the United States is filled with people that don't even understand themselves and just attempt to follow popular culture. FUCK.

So anyways, today this girl was crying in one of my classes.  It made me really mad that nobody was asking if she was okay.  Everyone was getting drunk off some shit my friend brought and even the girls boyfriend was drunk.  It pisses me off that people don't even care, they just talk about how high they were, how drunk they were, and how many times they've had sex etc.  The world is not all about highs, its also about lows and how to handle them.  If people can't even handle that, how will they handle reality? Will they ever realize they were just a fake to themselves and everyone around them? I mean seriously, care for people around you because their life is also part of yours.  I was really angry and I wanted to tell the girl that I cared but I couldent.  Why? Because her boyfriend was questioning the shit out of her and I didn't want to get involved.  I followed her after class but then her friends met up with her so I didn't want to embarase her. 

@people
Stop being fucking obsessed with yourself and be real.  Okay, thanks.

(I really hope you don't assume I'm the fake kid that calls everyone else fake to make my existance valid, if you do..you're wrong)

Me and the gang building the bridge.  Oh shit.  Left to right, me, nick, don.

Victor doing a gay card fan.

Some random sketches I did.

Triforce 1.

Triforce 2.